Death in the family

It is with heavy heart i must tell you all My First Oldest sister died 2 days ago the cause is not yet clear but we and the police suspect foul play she was 2 years younger than me and was caring and supportive of me in my dire times
It has been hard to cope and I am still in disbelief that she is gone I was dying yet...again i was not taken instead another life was taken instead...why is this happening only God has the answers 
this is the reason i have not been active as of late 
also I was trying to help her cope with her husbands death he passed away a year agoo and she had not been the same since she had suffered from depression but was seeking medical attention
2 weeks ago we had spoken over the phone and all seemed well then I got the call at work..I was devastated and felt numb and disconnected I am slowly recovering yet again from bout of deep sadness I am already missing her ....all i can say is she is in the lords loving care..
I just needed to let all of you know I now leave you with this this had been a game we both loved shared and had beaten together before we even had Nintendo power she made maps of each and every dungeon over world area found every item and even accidentally discovered the second quest she was truly gifted not just in games but in all she did ...I will miss her terribly 
My sister Azeneth...even her name was unique...thank you for listening
may the Light Shine upon you all....