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The Phantom's Goodbye,PreludeThe Phantoms GoodbyeThe Phantom's Goodbye,Prelude by Kakaider
This was the poem written but never sent to The Phantom Bullets Lost Love. Before His memory was taken away I now post it as the Prelude to the Next chapter
I was Dreaming About Resting In your Arms;
I woke Up and Noticed I was alone,
I started Crying From loneliness.
The color faded Sofa, The Pair Of cups we used,
The Bed That's Far too large for me alone .
I'll Get over Them Someday.
I didn't Love you so you could keep on loving me .
I thought I knew that .But Now I can't go to sleep
The song that we liked,
The movie That we watched Together
I can't forget them I was hoping that tomorrow '
Everything would go back the way it was Since then
I tried Calling you once .
The girl who answered Had a gentle voice.
Your Voice was calling my name,
The fingers that ran through my hair,
The eyes that were so pure,
Now They'er so far away,
We laughed together we agued together,
We believed in each other ; I'm all alone.
I want to see you again,
Prelude:Dream SirenAs one door might tragically close upon the phantom another yes another always open this is the song of Ghostly Siren that will not only heal him but also make him even stronger than he is now another Prelude to the next Chapter of the Phantom BulletPrelude:Dream Siren by Kakaider
And as he lay in deep sleep from a very stressful but fruitful Day his heart and mind are still awake the dream he has is a beautiful one in field of bamboo and palm trees and there, standing on a hill of lilies a young woman stands clad all in white, her skin shone in the sunlight the sheen of her ebon skin catching every beam of the day her face is covered by a ninja's black scarf. And pair of spectacles glint in the light her eyes sparkle as she turns to look directly at the Phantom and as she stares she begins to sing
And this song is what the phantom hears as the crystal he wears begins to glow softly in time with her beautiful voice .
The Phantom Bullet Ch 5The Phantom Bullet: Death and The maidens part 1The Phantom Bullet Ch 5 by Kakaider
12 noon Eastland hotel:
Emmy was now in a bad predicament she had come all this way looking for her lost love but found only a city haunted by the one called the phantom bullet whom had come to her rescue not more than a few scant hours before she was stranded broke and alone if she returned home to her father she would be punished severely she would have to find work and try and make her way to some friends that might take her in til she could get on her feet she spied a leftover flyer in the room she was in on it was an advertisement for Warren Zen temple it read: if you have lost your way we can help you find a new path all are welcome find peace of mind and security we provide wayward teens with mentors pregnant single mothers with medication and health care and the unemployed with job opportunities the mentor program offers both room and board with the benefit of a fulltime guardian in exchange for house maid services starting pay i
The Phantom Bullet Ch. 4The Phantom Bullet Chapter 4: Closure and shadows of the pastThe Phantom Bullet Ch. 4 by Kakaider
3 days had now passed since I became The Phantom Most Of My external wounds had healed but my emotional ones still lingered the runic symbols upon my forehead were faint but slightly visible the days has passed like a whirlwind I had gone from an ordinary Guardian to an Urban Legend feared by every known criminal in the tri state area I now sat pondering what to do next emmy .I suppose I should seek out Deaths help on this matter If was to move forward I would have to forget my past
4:40 pm Warren City Limit..
The Hoodie Clad girl continued her search her would be love had changed his local and number as if to shield himself from her efforts to find him when she severed ties he did also cutting her off but not blocking communiqué
She was angry and frustrated as a time before he had invaded her privacy but in the name of Love knowing what he knew she wondered if things could be the same ag
The Phantom Bullet Ch. 3The Phantom BulletThe Phantom Bullet Ch. 3 by Kakaider
Chapter 3: Recovery and shadows of the past
12 midnight operations area:
It was late but I was restless and needed to start my workout regimen
I had gained too much weight and let my judgment lapse I had let my guard down
And in doing so allowed myself to become soft but tonight that would change I began setting up my exercise equipment and making my health drink mixtures Kim had given me a perfect recipe a blend of healing and recovery herbs one I would take after my workout the other mixture was from an old friend a minister that had taken me under his care when I was younger this mixture consisted of 5 of the most powerful adrenaline boosters known to man I mixed 7 of each and stored 12 the other 2 would be consumed as I exercised and recovered now then....
I began with a some flexing and stretching as I would do harm to myself if went to fast or too hard during this initial workout. After the preliminary stretches I got on the dreaded abs exerciser and proceeded
The Phantom Bullet Ch. 2The Phantom Bullet: Chapter 2The Phantom Bullet Ch. 2 by Kakaider
Reflections and first Blood
As I drove I could feel My heart Pound not just with anxiousness
But with anger I still Wanted to Know why she abandoned me
She had forsaken a 3 year relationship one full of wonderful memories I'd done everything I possibly could I made compromises and told her I'd wait an eternity If I had to be with her when the day finally came she was gone and I wasted my life twice over
But now was not the time for self pity nor tears, tears were not going to make her come back and self pity was for young idiots that did not know any better I was older now and should have known that some cute young thing would never have and old codger like me as her hubby she got scared and that was the bottom line.
12:43 a.m. Warren City Limits
I stopped to get gas and food to restock my dads old place I had the gun and also the strange case he had left me it to was covered in the strange runic symbols the gun and blade were covered in
The Phantom Bullet Ch. 1The Phantom Bullet: Chapter 1The Phantom Bullet Ch. 1 by Kakaider
I'm alive again 3 days ago I did not even want this life now I have another chance for those of you who are a bit lost let me try and explain this very strange but unique situation,
It was a spring day I was on my way to see my sweet heart Emmy id bought the ring today was the day I was going to ask her to marry me we had been dating for almost 3 years and I thought it was time we tied the knot,
As walked up to the door I noticed something there was for sale sign on the lawn and as I opened the door the entire house was empty I asked the neighbors if they had seen Emmy..
"nope she just packed up and disappeared sonny not a whisper not a word we looked out yesterday and there was the sign I'm sorry sonny but me and grams here got no clue as to where she got off to"
My heart sank my stomach felt tied in knots, I cried hot burning tears. I tried calling her no answer I tried a text it was shut down I tried our special place on the net
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|First is the Earth Chakra, located at the base of the spine. It deals with survival, and is blocked by fear. Let your greatest fears become clear to you. You may be concerned for your survival, but you must let those fears go.|
Next is the Water Chakra, located in the abdomen. It deals with pleasure, and is blocked by guilt. Look at the guilt from your past that burdens you. Let them go, or they will poison your energy. Meditate and realize that these things happened for a purpose.
Next is the Fire Chakra, located at the stomach. It deals with willpower, and is blocked by shame. Recognize the biggest disappointments in yourself, and what you are ashamed of. Accept that these things happened.
Now is the Air Chakra, located at the heart. It deals with love, and is blocked by grief. Lay all of your grief out in front of you. If you have lost someone close, you must realize love is a form of energy, and it swirls all around us. The love is still in your heart, and can be reborn in the shape of new love.
Next is the Sound Chakra, located at the throat. It deals with truth, and is blocked by lies. The lies we tell ourselves. You must not lie about your own nature. Accept who you are.
Now the Light Chakra, located at the forehead. It deals with insight, and is blocked by illusions. The biggest illusion of all is the illusion of separation. Things we think are separate are actually one and the same. Like the nations of the world: we are all one people, but we live as if divided.
Last is the Thought Chakra, located at the crown of the forehead. It deals with pure cosmic energy, and is blocked by earthly attachments. Meditate on what attaches you to this world. Let your emotions flow and be forgotten. You must unlock this chakra to gain your energy from the universe.
|I am The Soul that was dis guarded |
I am the Darkness That Hunts those that would do wrong to others
I am The fear that those evil hold in their hearts
I am The one that walks between the Plain of both Life and death
she destroyed me...but made me this
she tore me but gave this soul another life
she abandoned me but I was found and renewed...
I live for a purpose and that is to exact My revenge upon all that would do harm to others...soon very soon you will know My name......The Phantom Bullet....
|Do You Love Me?|
The both of you stand in the plain, empty room, alone, only vaguely aware of the gang leader laying injured and watched over by the bespectacled boy in the room next to you over the proximity of the other. The room is silent, the only audible sounds being the inhales and exhales of your breathing. You wonder, for a moment, if Ana is feeling the same thing you are; the butterflies in your stomach, the sudden heat of the room.
Suddenly, she grabs your left hand with her own supple-skinned one. "Let's dance," she says, and though the question is abrupt and you have no idea how to go about dancing as you've never really done it before, you nod your head in agreement, knowing you couldn't refuse her if she told you to jump off the top of Mount Itoi.
She snakes her arms around your neck as your hands find their way to her waist, pulling her as close as you dare, and your breath hitches for a moment when she presses herself closer. You don't know what you're doing, and it's obvious, but Ana doesn't seem to mind. She takes it upon herself to begin the swaying motion that goes along with a slow dance such as this. Her motions are fluid and practiced, and you're pleased to find out that this dancing thing comes quite naturally to you. You're able to keep up as she ups the pace, hips and blonde pigtails delicately swooshing from side to side.
Out of nowhere, you become hyperaware of an overwhelming emotion that's rather new to you. You want to cup her face and tell her how beautiful she is, like a fair-haired angel descended from above to grace the world with it's presence, no matter how cliche it would sound. You feel the instinctive need to stay by her side and protect her, perhaps ask her to wait here while you and the two others scaled the mountain and faced the anomaly waiting for you, even though she was quite capable of taking care of herself. You always want to be with her wherever she goes, to spend as much time as possible with her, suddenly pining to prolong this journey of yours so she wouldn't return home to Snowman and forget about you. It's almost like what one feels for family members, but you know it's not the same. It's more...desperate. More intimate.
Ana slows her pace once more, and you find your train of thought completely derailed when she looks at you with those pretty blue eyes of hers, the ones that can make you do anything. She opens her mouth to say something, but hesitates, her expression troubled. "Do...do you love me?"
The inquiry makes you freeze in ecstatic disbelief, but Ana misreads this reaction and averts her gaze, stumbling to a stop herself.
"I just...I knew, when I first met you back in Snowman, returning my hat to me, that you were special. I don't want this to end, for us to have to go back to what were before when this is all over. I want us to he together longer...I don't want to lose you. I love you." She looks up at you once again, her eyes now sparkling with what you knew was the same emotion you were feeling deep inside. "Do you love me, Ninten?"
Time seems to slow for you. Yes, yes, yes, you think! I love you with all my heart and soul! You're beautiful inside and out, and any man on Earth would be blessed to even so much as know you. I thought my life was happy before, but the word I was looking for would have been complacent. Meeting you is by far the best thing that's happened to me so far in my admittedly short life, but I'll be damned if I let you go! I love you more than there are stars in the sky, Ana, and I'm more than proud to say it!
But you, being the ever-silent protagonist, do not say these things aloud. Your hands are suddenly cradling her face, stroking her left cheek with your right thumb softly, and gently, ever so gently, you take her lips with yours, putting everything you know and feel with your heart and soul into this one kiss.
And when she pulls you closer with her arms, yearning for more, you know that this is the beginning of something amazing.
|A teacher in New York was teaching her class about bullying and gave them the following exercise to perform. She had the children take out a piece of paper and told them to crumple it up, stomp on it and really mess it up, not to rip it. Then she had them unfold the paper, smooth it out and look at how scarred and dirty it was. She then told them to tell it they're sorry. Now, even though they said they were sorry and tried to fix the paper, she pointed out all the scars they left behind. And that those scars will never go away no matter how hard they tried to fix it. That is what happens when a child bullies another child, they may say they're sorry, but the scars are there forever. The looks on the faces of the children in the classroom told her the message hit home. Copy and paste this if you are against bullying.|
Let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own journal. Let's see who the real people are. Re-post this if you care about this kind of situation. Just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake